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New Memory

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1.
Ivory Pt. 1 02:22
you held me in the morning sun i felt the warmth of your hands flow through me and everything I'd ever known won't cast doubt on these hands that hold me believe please in the words I say i know you doubt but we all do some days try to repeat them in your mind "we'll be alright"
2.
i feel the weight again of a pull that tries my head i know that i could try but i bend and bend and bend i hear your screams at night through the halls of my new home i could move a thousand miles away but you'd follow me along i feel that the earth and the ground and life that i hold could drift out of my hands to become an abyss that could swallow me whole if i don't understand why it is
3.
Caves 05:12
my hands are porous things filled up by anything they know the way to go but haven't had the chance to show them filled up by tiny rings and holding up by old strings they fill with anything with love how they find it all
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mother i'd like to speak with you today i've been searching for years and all i've got to hear you say is how you hurt so much and how you blame yourself but i hurt some too and i know that you need help if i could take it all if i could take your burden off of you i would if i could
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æ 01:22
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North 04:11
we felt a lot coming back from the island where we were bound feeling ripped about ourselves and how we'd go along seeing a sister and seeing a brother that i had loved for years just fall becoming a person that i had loathed that i had found couldn't speak at all i won't become myself undone i've learned that i'm important to someone
8.
When We Saw 03:31
we saw clouds spread out like skin across the sky they were spread like him and i we had packed our bags and headed towards our home just a u-haul trailer and his dogs when i when i feel like blankets under stones he'll be there to pick them up always there to help me up when i when i feel my mind pull towards alone and the demons rush out and my bones get cold and i fear my god's gone home he'll be there to pick me up always there to help me find a way to never lay near or give life to the hate i keep within we saw clouds spread out like skin across the sky they were spread like him and I
9.
look at me i'll guide your hands i write in ink words you command and one day i'll learn how to share then we can talk about all my fears
10.
New Memory 04:10
it's not just my bones that i hold / i am growing / i will grow out of my own my hands will feel the weight that they carry / and i'll go past just understanding this sadness i burry inside / my home radiating love / i feel sometimes that i could reach up and grab it / past my own insecurities and rage to forgive what i've done and what the people i love have done / i know that knowing i won't forget leaves me weak but i'll try to focus on the strength that most days hides underneath / i can't create a new person but i'll create new memories / ones that i'll hold deep within to remind myself / there may be a pull from a force i haven't outgrown but I too have the force and strength to move on / that there may be a pull from a force i have known but i too have the force and the strength to move on
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released July 10, 2012

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All tracks arranged, written, and recorded by Malcom Lacey. Additional vocals on "Caves" by Lady Lazarus.

Mastered by Drew Harris

Artwork designed by Malcom Lacey with photograph courtesy of Sam Ray

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"New Memory is consistent with prior albums in its methods of imparting restrained turmoil and distressed beauty. Tenderly pulsing soft synths gravitate toward near-vocal timbres. Their fluent eloquence is a rather ingenious way for Lacey to offset his halting manner of confession and the dignified limp of his rhythm programming." - [7.8 - Pitchfork - Brian Howe]

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