1. |
The Lone Ranger
02:04
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it isn't quite as dull as I thought it be at twenty one years old i
still feel the same hate i did at fifteen
i dream about the lone ranger
that you'd feel in danger instead of me
it isn't quite as dull as I thought it be at twenty three years old i
still feel the same hate i did at thirteen
i dream about the lone ranger
that you'd feel in danger instead of me
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2. |
The Family Inheritance
01:59
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never put my babe through harder times but when my mind's not safe
i try to find
i try to find a stable mind
i go and let him know
but in this darkness it's impossible
to seem in control
i tried to let him be the help i thought i always needed
but his love alone could never be able to change or intercede
what always has been behind my eyes
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3. |
Loom
02:10
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was never taught to say what i'm thinking
always had a mind closed to being on
and i wanna share the things that i'm thinking
but something holds me back from just saying more
was never taught to say what i'm thinking
and it was never safe just to be alive
a lie
wanna share the things that i'm thinking
and i never want you to doubt that i love you at all
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4. |
Can't Help Every Way
02:55
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reading your texts by the fireplace
i see how wrong you live
feeling what i am alone
calling back you want some cash to buy
the drugs you can't help yourself from buyin
my sister called and said mom might be gone
i never thought i'd have to hear those words at all i guess i thought that we were done
scratching at our minds again he wants us not to live
the drugs you can't help yourself from buyin i feel responsible and it feels impossible that i could have ever helped you live
or be alive
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5. |
Bringing the Block
04:45
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race around / calling out
on the ground / when my mind cowers
how could they let him out
they should've told us somehow
how could they let him out
what if the effort don't work now
i have this reoccurring dream
he'd stare at me unwavering
i have this reoccurring dream
dream
the only words i'd hear from him
"i'd love it if you stayed now
i'd love to lead you back down"
how could they let him out?
my body's gotten used to this
i find that hard to take
i know i'm coping selfishly
but i think it keeps me safe
i feel cold fingers reach into my mind
what
what if i tell someone
what if i tell someone
i wake before he comes for my head
can't sleep if i know he ain't dead
i been worried bout if he lies about it now
will the state still come for his head
can't sleep if i know he ain't dead
so i tell my babe
my body's gotten used to this
i find that hard to take
i know i'm acting selfishly
but i think you'd keep me safe
i love you more than anything
don't know why that's hard to say now
but it hurts when they come for my head
can't sleep if i know he ain't dead
i been worried bout if he lies about it now
will the state still come for his head
will the state still come for his head
my body's gotten used to this
i find that hard to take
i know i'm acting selfishly
but i think you'd keep me safe
i love you more than anything
don't know why that's hard to say now
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6. |
Blood Dust
03:20
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he'd say your life doesn't matter
you'll all die if the cops come round take off your shirt and bring me the belt he'd teach us a lesson
don't worry bout your head he'd say you'll get it soon
wipe the blood from your face
if you get your freedom back
i hope my family's safe out on their own
i won't know
you'll never be able to comprehend how much blood you have stole
but we know
a phone call to tell me
my father's getting out one day soon a couple years
he's been the center
of my fears
if you get your freedom back
i hope my family's safe out on their own
but i won't know
you'll never be able to comprehend how much blood you have stole you'll never be able to comprehend how much blood you have stole
we know
a phone call to tell me
my father's gettin out one day soon
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7. |
Hunters
03:01
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sensation’s buildin
i feel it in my bones
i feel it wandering and killin
flowers in the sky
feelin something yet wondering why
it could creep up on me now
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8. |
Collars and Numbers
04:02
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mr military man
would you ever understand the way the kids feel
when the kids peel in the yard
mr military man would never understand the way the kids feel
when the kids peel in the yard
hiding in the dark
waiting for the shark
i wonder if you sit days alone
asking your eyes if what they’ve seen are real
have they seen what things are real?
they're tired from torn up carcasses
and ladies you’ve left with unborn kids
with the disease of hate for every inch of what you are
of what you are what you are
mr military man would never understand
the way the kids feel
when the kids peel in the yard
but mr military man could sometimes understand the way the kids feel when the kids heal in the yard
falling in the dark hiding from the sharks
i wonder if you knew
that you reenact the same
hate you got from your kin
long ago skin to skin
ask us if what we see is real
you know damn well we feel so real you know that what we see is real dad
mr military man
would you ever understand the way the kids feel
when the kids peel in the yard
mr military man will never understand the way the kids feel
when the kids peel in the yard
falling in the dark
hiding from the shark
i wonder if you sit days alone
asking your eyes if what they’ve seen are real have they seen what things are real?
they're tired from torn up carcasses
and ladies you’ve left with unborn kids
with the disease of hate for every inch of what you are
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9. |
Strings
04:24
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10. |
Womb
02:20
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gone is the old child
see what the wrong child has feel what the old child feels being in the womb again
could i choose
could i choose my own paradise
is the old child gone
see when the wrong child's scorn and i choose
could i choose
could i choose my own paradise
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11. |
Penguindrum
03:53
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we were not the only ones
knew a lot of kids in a hole
had a little love back then
not that i understood how love goes
talk a little about events
we never talk about again
our hearts and minds thrown in the mud
i'm calling the sun
to peel off the dark
and lead us to a haven
where we all are safe
i'm calling again not just for myself
but for all of the children lost in the dark
lead them from hell
and teach them to heal
and trust in themselves
you'll find a way to trust in yourself
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12. |
To Myself and Family
02:24
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couldn't know
it's impossible when i speak to myself couldn't know
lost respect for the parts i keep to myself watch what i speak to myself
couldn've it been right
couldn't it have happened in time
i wanna tell you the lines on your face will go away
and i wanna tell you the dust in the cracks
will be gone one day
but it doesn't matter what i tell you
as long as we all get better and healthier
as long as we all grow stronger and healthier one day
the shade carves out a line between hate and all his crimes it often covers most your life but what does it give
the shade carves out a line
above hate and all his selfish crimes you twist and turn out of your skin one last time
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13. |
A Way For Me
02:02
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you wanna see your friend then bring more than your hands are you able to ya able to?
you've seen this before
and you'll see it again
i need you right now
many times by the end
it only tears my lover apart
makes him try to find a way for me you've seen this before
and you'll see it again
hope you love me right now
what can change the ways my mind dictates the place I stay?
but whatever my mind decides i'll have to catch the signs
i'll try i'll try
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14. |
Violence In Color
02:52
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he had a girl
before me or my brother and my sister he wouldn't tell the world
he'd let her grow into a woman
before the day
she shows her drawings of gun and wine
she tells me that i wasn't hard to find
only fear creeps in so i just look him up
and print the pictures out to plaster them along my wall
i feel her soul in there
never want to forget
the colors black and red and orange and blue and violent i cast my arms down low and swing as high as i can
i know he wont stay there for long we know the evil underneath
i gotta try and tear apart the solids
peace gone never the same but ash fills our air and we breathe together
we bleed together
never knew her maybe someday
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15. |
All the Trouble
02:07
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watch what you say to me
they might be right
i have a violence in me
howling out at night
and i swear
i will be caught with it someday let the cops whip out their guns and shoot a clip right in my face oh my
how do i come up with this shit oh my
how do i come up with this shit oh my oh my oh my
woah
i can be anything any wants me to be i can turn water to blood into needless feed like it or not i got one thing i need to be and baby that's with you
and baby thats with you
when i'm rotten at 83 do you think i'll be
the same boy
when i'm cold at 92 will you tell me just who i am la da da
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16. |
Never Is
02:56
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don't know what it is
when you call me on the phone
it doesn't feel like home feel like home feels like it was so long ago
with my nervous stare being there
always felt like it was work for me
oh but it comes and goes comes and goes like its supposed to take over everything
i know i know i know
that you have love for me
but i also think that you never call
for just anything
with my nervous stare being there
always felt like it was work for me
oh but it comes and goes comes and goes like its supposed to take over everything
i know i know i know
that you have love for me
but i also think that you never call
for just anything
don't know what it is
when you call me on the phone
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